hey friend. one day ur gonna be happy. one day ur gonna be sitting w someone u love in ur favourite place in the world and ur gonna think “wow. life is p great” and everything will be okay. but u gotta make it til then okay? just hang in there. u’ll be okay.
-- andiecast (via andiecast)
I have always heard people say that they will always have a special love for their first love. A love they will always carry with them.
I never really understood what that meant. To be honest, I now know I’ve never been in love before. Now that I know what being in love is, it’s as amazing as it is absolutely heart-wrenching.
The other night, I realized, no matter what happens, I will always have a love for that one guy I’ve posted about.
It made me so sad to know I’ll never be fully over him. But then I realized, when I saw a beautiful picture of a happy couple, that someday, I’d have more than he could give me.
A mutual love.
I might always love him in a special way, but someday I’ll love another man. I’ll be in love with another man. And he will be in love with me.
What could ever possibly compare to that feeling?